So, I came to the conclusion today that all I ever do is wait nowadays.. Here's a list of the things I am waiting, whether patiently or impatiently, for:
-our home to be built (2-3 months)
-stuff to be figured out at work (a few months?)
-my parents to get home from camping so I can play with my family! (tomorrow evening)
-our managers to get back from their retreat so I can see what they've come up with (Monday)
-for the last minutes of work to be over with! (45, to be exact)
There you have it. Do you ever feel like all you ever do is wait? Wait in line at the bank, grocery store, on the phone with customer service, the laundry to be dry! I've come up with a plan, which is another reason why I'm excited for my family to come home. I want to have a cooking lesson with my Mom once a week. That way, I'm getting in some quality time with her, possibly helping get the dinner ready for that night, and I'm learning some good lessons! Cooking with her was one of the things I was most excited for when we were originally moving in with them. I need something to look forward to so I'm not just sitting around with my thoughts.
I have a job and I am blessed with a warm place to sleep and yummy food to eat. I have a husband who is still attracted to me and supportive family and friends who surround me. I'm fine and my life will get to where I want it soon enough. I don't think I will be able to turn the "waiting" feeling off, but I can find ways to enjoy this rent/mortgage-free time in front of me.
THE END.
Edit: Also, just got back from Lake Powell with some wonderful friends.. Photos and a post will most likely follow, but I may need some reminding! kthnxbai
Comments (2)
For some reason, I haven't been getting your updates. I don't know why.
Also, I hate waiting. But like you said, we could suffer worse things.
@Blue__Summer - weird! I hope that isn't permanent! Yeah, it sucks, but such is life, I suppose.